The CMI Theory
Thursday, March 25, 2010 -{'5:52 PM
Made this theory today with maisie. honestly it was directed at a certain person all 3E ppl you-know-who. seriously i was laughing till my legs gave way and a was kneeling and laughing at the same time... okay i admit i'm abit sot at that time but seriously it was funny... but the effect doesn't come out textually...
When you act cute, are you really cute?
we came to the conclusion that when you act cute you're not cute at all cuz you have to act so it means you're not cute in the first place.
This principle can be applied to other things like when you act stupid you're not stupid and when you act smart you're not smart. So if you are smart, you have to act stupid.
So when you ask stupid questions in class you're actually very very smart, trust me.
It's just that all the other people are smarter than you. :D
Omgosh i'm still laughing. i better do my ace-learning...
New specs! Finally!!
Sunday, March 14, 2010 -{'6:36 PM
Went to the specs shop after breakfast today^^ I picked out some white ones, some black ones, some mixed ones, but my favourite was still the white metal pair with green on the inside. but i couldn't have it since the optician made it a point to tell my father that metal ain't good fer kids since we sweat an' all. i picked a black pair then, i thought it looked pretty good... the sad thing was i had to wait till tuesday before i could get it...
feeling really really reallyhappy cuz i finally managed to get the freelance writing job! the pay is $20/- per page. not bad sehhs^^ i'll be posting some of my stuff here too of course~
can't wait till the meeting this friday! and of course my sakae treat~ but plaza singapura i dun think got sakae sushi lehs... but one thing's for sure: i know there's still ichiban sushi^^
convevious and shawn you can't run away from this meal! wahahahaha! prepare for eternal predicament as i squeeze you dry and burn this huge hole in your wallet, or i might just consider taking it away:D
okay i should stop bullying people older than me(shawn^^) even though they're guys and really nice to bully(-lalala-).
Fate Averruncus & Elias Catraphona.
Hinata Junpei & Chiu Takasan.
Eternal couples~!
Cross countrehhhhhh ;)
Friday, March 12, 2010 -{'3:30 AM
cross country today! frigging 2.7km
nah i didn't run... not worth the energy since i know i can't get the top 60 no matter how hard i try. and in case you're gonna rant at me with the corny as hell and absolutely cliched you-didn't-even-try speech, let's just say that there's a difference between KNOWING your limit and TRYING your best...
going dinner.
back:D but lazy post lerh, so there!
On the left there's nothing right, and on the right there's nothing left. Which side of the mental paradigm do you belong to?
;)
Wednesday, March 10, 2010 -{'3:39 AM
been blind for two days now without my specs, and i have to endure another day of confusion and sightlessness before i can get my spectacle lenses done.
these two days would've been really horrid if not for maisie:D she lets me copy her notes and stuff during maths cuz basically i'm short sighted and i can see the stuff right in front of me within reading distance, but you stand 3 metres away from me, i don't know who you are.
the canteen was the place i wanted to avoid, because there's nothing but a whole blur of faces. it was like an individual battle: you don't know who are your friends and you don't know who are the enemies, and sometimes the best way was to, pardon the pun, blindly follow. i think this kinda irritated alan's group cuz he was apparently having a very good attemot at "chasing" me away, but i stayed though, and fret not alan, once i get my sight back, i wouldn't eat with you even if you wanted me to. cuz the person i was trying to follow was jasmine.
it sucks to be half blind like this, especially during PE. we had to run, there was sweat and hair getting into my eyes, everything was bad enough when totally blur and distorted, and running made it worse because it seemed as though the world was bouncing and i was in some sort of hallucination. i felt really dizzy after the second round and my appendix was hurting alot. miss pey should really cut some slack on our PE activities.
had to go through this history assignment after that, and more than half the class didn't do. and again O Great 'Cher ranted for a whole period and cut into our recess. i do hope i get gastric or faint the next time this happens, so as the make her feel damned guilty and probably cut me some slack. people were like that, weren't they? they tended to keep away from "problematic" ones. she decided that the whole class will stay back today, but i blatantly skipped it. i mean, who is she to crap when she's such an irresponsible teacher? no one in class likes her, and she holds less authority over us by screaming than she would have. imagine, if the class would obediently finish up all the chemistry or maths or chinese, why wouldn't we do her homework "for her"(which again is another term she should not use because the world does NOT revolve around her)? and if we could score so well for chemistry, or make a great improvement in higher chinese according to our chinese teacher, why was her subject so badly done? is it us? is it truly us that are the culprits? why can't she reflect for once why we treat her differently from other subjects? she could blatantly insult us in front of the whole class, and her little "jokes" were never funny. and i wonder how she still believes that she can carry all this fake gracious air around her when she's bubbling with malice behind those accusing eyes.
okay, enough of her. people get tired of crapping about crap too. and i'm so in trouble tomorrow, because i still haven't done her work and i skipped her detention. ah but what the hell.
doing maths
doing chem
going to eat now
back:)
i'm seriously looking forward to the guild meeting on friday, and i'm just as enthusiastic about it as anyone. yes i want my sakae meal~ bwahahahahahaha
Judgement Day will come, fret not
Monday blues
Saturday, March 6, 2010 -{'8:11 PM
List of things to bring on Monday:
-sedative pills (in case of hyperventilation)
-panadol (in case of headache)
-many many many packets of tissue to go round the whole class
-extra clothes so i wun need to go home.
-basic stationery and books etc etc
i hope i get average scores tomorrow... since my e maths already failed badly... chem would be okays, engliah might be a borderline pass, history might fail, physics comfirm fail, a maths i might surprising do better, and i really might fail chinese...
what should i do? i dun wanna be such a disappointment...
everytime i feel emo i either start to draw or write some crap, and this time will be no exception. my room will be flooded with crushed paper tomorrow...
End of Common Test!!^^
Friday, March 5, 2010 -{'4:57 AM
FINALLY!!! I AM OFFICIALLY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~!!!!!!!
ah today was chem and i thought it was alrights^^ but maths failed badly so now pretty neutral... came home feeling abit emo... cuz felt bad about choosing jaron over lenice. bathed and started on the compo mdm pey told us to do... the theme being: rain. i wrote this totally crappish and emoish piece of junk which i seriously think mdm pey will not appreciate. here goes.
The window was like a teary eye, making the outside world look so unduly pessimistic that it was perpetuating. Shards of rain fell with such velocity that the sky was like a piece of paper which a spoilt child had ruthlessly cut out of tantrum. Lightning flashed for mere seconds like a dream that has come and gone, plunging us into perpetual darkness and fear. Subsequently, thunder came, like the great roaring of a ferocious beast, sending people cowering in trepidation.
Rains and storms are looming and ominous omens that bring about sadness and despair. It takes away the joy and happiness we build with our own hands and leaves us in perpetual darkness and desperation. Rain precedes loss, confusion, hopelessness and fear by its ever-changing illusions and mirages as it blurs our world. It entraps us with nightmares within our hearts, and stakes our brittle souls when we are stripped bare and vulnerable. It rakes us with its cold stings and leaves the world dark and gloomy and inject negative thoughts into us. Negativity breeds negativity and this brings the world to a cataclysmic change. Like a Grim Reaper that brings death, rain is like a messenger that brings predicament.
The rain abated to a light drizzle, and gradually came to a stop. The large, grey looming clouds soon cleared after it. and from afar there was a very faint rainbow from the remnants of the rain. The greenery, now washed with rain, looked lusher and more luxurious than before. After the rain, it seemed as though everything was back into its pristine condition and perhaps even fresher and cleaner than before. In an instant, the sparrow fluffed its wings and fluttered off to settle on a tree branch; the squirrel peeked out from its home and scampered off into the vegetation; even the neighbour's dog emerged from its kennel and began barking with exceitement. Everything now was so full of life and excitement, like the coming of spring, the end of a calamity.
With a sudden realisation I understood. That rain was not all about what happened when it came, but what will happen after it clears. Despite life being awashed with setbacks and catastrophe, people always managed to smile after everything was over. This is due to the fact that calamity has always been averted by the actions of people who continually strive to change their situation, no matter how helpless is seems. After war comes peace and after darkness comes light, and the rain is only a hurdle that reminds us to overcome adversities despite whatever situations. When we cannot fathom what might come our way, the only way to resolve it is to face reality and fight it if possible. When everything comes to a naught, the only weapons left for us are our determination and persistency. Thus, we should always learn from adversities and cherish whatever may come after the rain.
Rain takes and gives, but it is only after we face what it took that we discover and treasure what it gives.
Uh yeah that's it... i still think its crappy...
Flunkarina
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 -{'11:01 PM
Ohh yes, flunk geo flunk physics. tomorrow is a maths, but i think i can do better at that than e maths...
spent some time thinking about the things that i should send in so that i'll be accepted for the job... here's some of the ideas...
-Play cool, break rules
-Life in campaign city
-Effect of gaming on teens
-Life without mobiles
i need feedback!!! and tips on how to write really mature articles that give a full view of the topic. i know its something like expository but that only works on certatin cases... i really want to get the freelance job, though ah wei told me to be careful of scammers. okay so i shall go and research on the company "Gumtree" now...
Turns out there IS really such a company, but its more of a job search company than a publishing company... and i found even more sites where i can apply for jobs through Gumtree's official website. :D
can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read-d my poker face~
ah i'm bored! which is why i went to research on lady gaga's songs, to see why everyone's going gaga over her...
the song sounds familar... where have i heard it before?
You know it's a promise this Friday, and I hope it rains.
