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Wednesday, March 10, 2010 -{'3:39 AM
been blind for two days now without my specs, and i have to endure another day of confusion and sightlessness before i can get my spectacle lenses done.
these two days would've been really horrid if not for maisie:D she lets me copy her notes and stuff during maths cuz basically i'm short sighted and i can see the stuff right in front of me within reading distance, but you stand 3 metres away from me, i don't know who you are.
the canteen was the place i wanted to avoid, because there's nothing but a whole blur of faces. it was like an individual battle: you don't know who are your friends and you don't know who are the enemies, and sometimes the best way was to, pardon the pun, blindly follow. i think this kinda irritated alan's group cuz he was apparently having a very good attemot at "chasing" me away, but i stayed though, and fret not alan, once i get my sight back, i wouldn't eat with you even if you wanted me to. cuz the person i was trying to follow was jasmine.
it sucks to be half blind like this, especially during PE. we had to run, there was sweat and hair getting into my eyes, everything was bad enough when totally blur and distorted, and running made it worse because it seemed as though the world was bouncing and i was in some sort of hallucination. i felt really dizzy after the second round and my appendix was hurting alot. miss pey should really cut some slack on our PE activities.
had to go through this history assignment after that, and more than half the class didn't do. and again O Great 'Cher ranted for a whole period and cut into our recess. i do hope i get gastric or faint the next time this happens, so as the make her feel damned guilty and probably cut me some slack. people were like that, weren't they? they tended to keep away from "problematic" ones. she decided that the whole class will stay back today, but i blatantly skipped it. i mean, who is she to crap when she's such an irresponsible teacher? no one in class likes her, and she holds less authority over us by screaming than she would have. imagine, if the class would obediently finish up all the chemistry or maths or chinese, why wouldn't we do her homework "for her"(which again is another term she should not use because the world does NOT revolve around her)? and if we could score so well for chemistry, or make a great improvement in higher chinese according to our chinese teacher, why was her subject so badly done? is it us? is it truly us that are the culprits? why can't she reflect for once why we treat her differently from other subjects? she could blatantly insult us in front of the whole class, and her little "jokes" were never funny. and i wonder how she still believes that she can carry all this fake gracious air around her when she's bubbling with malice behind those accusing eyes.
okay, enough of her. people get tired of crapping about crap too. and i'm so in trouble tomorrow, because i still haven't done her work and i skipped her detention. ah but what the hell.
doing maths
doing chem
going to eat now
back:)
i'm seriously looking forward to the guild meeting on friday, and i'm just as enthusiastic about it as anyone. yes i want my sakae meal~ bwahahahahahaha
Judgement Day will come, fret not
